liszt emailed thiS to me...i juSt copy paSted it..hehe...joke na makulet un email, Spoof lang, pero punyeta, nakarelate ako!!!! ang Sakit naman nito..bitter na kung bitter pero leche, i have all the right reaSonS in the world to feel thiS way...kung alam nyo lang!!!!
here it goeS: oo, oo eli galit na galit ako sayo!
galit na galit ako sa mga nangyayari, sa mga nangyayari sa relasyon naten..
galit na galit ako, at minsan iniisip ko this is so unfair!
dahil dapat di ko naman dinadanas tong mga paghihirap na to eh.
dahil gustong gusto ko kung ano yung pinagdadaanan ko..
oo eli galit na galit ako sayo.
i hate it when you take me for granted, WHEN YOU PUSH ME AWAY.
when i expect you to say i love you to me before you go to bed but you dont.
and most of all, I HATE YOU BECAUSE I CAN NEVER HATE YOU ENOUGH!!!
di ko alam, di ko alam kung ano yung kapangyarihan na hawak mo sa puso ko, sa pagkatao ko..
na kahit na anong gawin mong tulak saken,
na kahit anong gawin mong pagpapasakit sa damdamin ko,
HINDI KO KAYANG MAGALIT SAYO!!
YUNG GALIT NA SAPAT.. SAPAT PARA IWAN KITA.. hindi ko magawa!
kasi mahal na mahal kita eh... MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA.
at galit na galit ako sayo kasi di mo nakikita yun!!
yung pagmamahal ko sayo...
at kahit anong pagkumbinsi gawin ko sa sarili ko na wag ka ng mahalin na iwan na kita na kalimutan na kita,
hindi ko magawa, ikaw pa rin ang laman ng puso ko..
eli, IKAW LANG ANG MAMAHALIN KO NG GANITO, IKAW LANG.
- jackie sa teleserye ng Maging Sino Ka Man. hahaha
the Song "No Air" by Jordin SparkS and ChriS brown juSt keepS on playing on my head theSe dayS...hehe..:p
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Ohh
[Chris Brown]
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
wish there was a way that I can make you understand
[Jordin Sparks]
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
[Chorus:][Both]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That´s how I feel whenever you ain't there
that's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
there's no air, no air
No air, air[ohhh]
No air, air[nooo]
No air, air[oh a]
No air, air
[Chris Brown]
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
[Jordin Sparks]
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
[Both]
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
there's how I feel whenever you ain't there
there's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
there's no air, no air
No air, air[oohhh]
No air, air[oohhh]
No air, air[nooo]
No air, air[No more]
It's no air, no air
ohhhhh baby
ooohhhhh It's no air, no air
Hey [ohh] no aiiiiir [ohhh]
ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
no breathing[no breathing]
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air[ohhh]
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
grabe,....it'S gonna rain....i mean, i love naman rainy SeaSon....i lvoe rain...Pero Pucha, ngayon lang ako hindi nagdala ng Payong, Sabay ngaun Pa uulan...nangPuta!!!! 30 minuteS Pa before uwian....Sana hindi ako abutan ng ulan z for Sure, trangkaSo na naman!!! ayoq na magleave....nagkamemo na ko eh...hehehe...
well....today iS the opening of our event, the "China Products Exhibition 2008" at the SMX Convention Center...hmmm....moSt of the GMP employeeS are there, including our 4 boSSeS...So it'S kinda quiet here at the office....quiet iS good, it'S peaceful...but waaaahhhhh....it'S So boring...wala ako makakwentuhan....wala ako makakulitan....nakakainiS....nakakainiP....waaaahhhhh......lalo tuloy akong naging antukin...hehehe...f*ck, guSto ko tuloy maginom...hehehe...haaaaayyyy....
RULES
- Each blogger starts with ten random facts / habits about themselves
- Bloggers tagged need to repost the rules and write their ten things on their own blogs.
- At the end of your blog, you need to choose 10 people you’re going to tag and list their names.
- Don’t forget to comment on their site that they’re tagged.
- You cannot tag the person that tagged you. 1. I wanna watch Kung Fu Panda
2. I'm alwayS out with my two beSt girlfriendS (kelly, kriShna) every friday night...Party until Saturday morning
3. I love vodka, redhorSe, tequilla, (body Shot)
4. I can't drink alcohol without cigaretteS (PamPabawaS ng laSing, hehe)
5. I hate it when people act like they know me
6. I hate PromiSeS that are not kePt!!!!
7. I want to paint again....I miss it So bad.... 8. I can't sleep without hugging a pillow...
9. I love my family - nanay, tataymi, ate krish, kuya dylan, ate jen, & baby waylon...
10. I think I am finally falling in love again...:)
I'm tagging the following Party PeoPle: although alam ko di lahat susunod, hehehehe,,,
marget, joey, karla, chachi, lennard, rica, ehm, pete, red, russel
We don't care if you're friends with other guys. -- really now??? well, we don't care aS well if you're friendS with other girlS..
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. -- like you don't do that to uS SometimeS...like you don't deny uS from time to time...pleaSe...
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. -- it doeSn't helP alSo if you're Simply flirting with her like you are not Sitting beSide uS holding our handS...and yeah, SometimeS, you would let go of our handS Suddenly when a girl (maybe a friend or an ex) walks into the room...
We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. -- Same here....we don't care aS well...but Seeing your dialled numberS and Sent itemS, you are calling or texting another girl at 2 am in the morning????why????
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning. -- EXACTLY!!!!
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you. -- then StoP doing StuPid thingS which you know irritateS uS...
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. --- then don't comPare uS to other girlS you know, coz' it makeS uS looSe our confidence...alwayS affirm uS...
Yeah, you can quote me. -- you can quote me too...
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. -- are we really getting mad??? i don't think So...
let us pay for you!
dont "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected. -- yeah of courSe, we love it when you are the one Paying, but don't you think that we SometimeS want to treat you aS well... that it'S one of our wayS to PamPer you and exPreSS our love for you???
Smile and say "thank you." -- we of courSe do Say thank you...
Kiss us when no one's watching. -- of courSe, aS if naman you let uS kiSS you in Public...
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. -- which do you really Prefer???you Said a while ago to kiSS you when no one'S watching then you're Saying now that you'll be more imPreSSed if we kiSS you when we know Somebody'S looking...make uP your mindS??? coz' for uS girlS, we juSt wanna kiSS you with or without an audience...
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my
tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up -- haS it never croSSed your mind that the reaSon we wanna dreSS uP when we're together is becauSe we Somehow wanna look good & feel good???that we're doing it So PeoPle can't Say anything about you & your taSte in women??? and hey, i agree that we really look more beautiful even when we are juSt on our Pj'S, but would you have uS wearing thoSe when we are on a date???c'mon....
Don't take everything we say seriously. [=))] -- then watch your language, and StoP acting childiSh...
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. -- i think we Should be the one telling you thiS...
Don't get angry easily. -- then be MATURE!!!
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. -- we will aS Soon aS you StoP uSing alcohol aS your eScaPe...
"Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us".
It's boring, and we don't care. You have friends for that. -- if that'S the caSe then don't make uS Switch channelS when yourr favorite baSketball game iS on...and why??you don't wanna liSten to uS???then how can we be together for a lifetime when you can't Stand my StorieS....we juST wanna Share thingS with you aS well...
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful" -- ASK YOURSELVES THIS!!!!
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; ) -- then call uS beautiful aS well....
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change. ditch his sorry ASS,he's a disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance -- what'S the ratio of nice guyS nowadayS???
forgive uS for aSking thiS, but the world of "MEN" taught uS nothing but cynicSm...
Guys repost this if you finally underStand...
Girls repost this if you agree with me...
Every Guy who isn't a jerk and who has the heart will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls and guys that read this will repost this....
*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.
*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.
*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
love it.....
copied & answered from: peter
laSt friday night, i waS with two of my beSt girlfriendS at jaiPur..we were of courSe having fun...dancing, drinking...then there waS thiS guy who keePS on Staring at uS...we don't know what hiS deal waS but we juSt ignored him...but eventually thiS guy, finally having the gutS to aPProcah uS, Said Something that really waS the worSt Pick-uP line i ever heard my entire life...he Said to my friend kelly, "are your earringS and bangling bracelet PartnerS?"....i mean, "DUH?????WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING PAL???!" hahaha, So we juSt walked away and laughed...i mean, SeriouSly, i am not being rude or anything but guyS -- will you ever uSe that Pick-uP line to a girl??? and ladieS -- will you ever fall for that??? it'S juSt So funny...haha...i bet that guy realized after that he waS Such a dork...hmmm...i wiSh he did, coz if he didn't, it is juSt too bad for him...hahaha...what a friday night we had...
 | 434 | Jun 5, '08 5:50 AM
for everyone |
thingS have changed..
a lot were damaged...
Screwed my head....
don't wanna get out of my bed...
pleaSe leave me alone...
but i Still wanna See you when i get home...
it'S juSt too damn crazy thiS time...
am i Still allowed to call you "mine?"....
"i gueSS im trying to be non-chalant about it...
and i'm going to extremeS, to Prove i'm fine without you...
but in reality i'm Slowly loSing my mind...underneath the 'guiSe of Smile,
gradually i'm dying inSide...
friendS aSk me how i feel, and i lie convincingly,
coz i don't want to reveal the fact that i am suffering...
So i wear my diSguiSe 'til i go home at night, and turn down all the lights,
and then i BREAKDOWN and cry..."
i hate it when Someone i love iS So hard-headed!! all i am concerned about iS hiS well-being!! all i want iS for him to be better!! i don't know what will i do if Something bad will haPPen to him...i Somehow feel reSPonSible for hiS' condition right now...i became inconSiderate....aaaahhhhhh......i hate it...maybe, i'm hating thiS feeling becauSe im aS hard-headed aS he iS...
i wanna run away...
run away So far from here...
need to let mySelf go...
need to be free...
i feel So Sad theSe dayS...
i don't know why...
i juSt feel So blue...
i hate thiS feeling...
hate it...hate it...
i juSt wanna runaway....
juSt wanna fade away....
juSt wanna be "ME" again...
juSt wanna have "YOU" again...
run to the middle of nowhere....
runaway...:(
hmmm....i feel So tired today...i really am not feeling okay....i wanna go home...i've been through a very emotional, heavy, fun, Sad, weekend....juSt let me be okay...
  AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 7: I never really am a fan of American Idol... i remember, the laSt time i got to watch american idol waS when jaSmine triaS waS one of the conteStantS...of courSe, i am Proud to See a fellow FiliPino uP there...but this Season of american idol, woaahhh...i am hooked....at firSt it waS all about their talentS (needleSS to Say, thiS batch of hoPefulS are much better than the PreviouS batcheS)...then it waS all about the judgeS eSPecially Simon...hehehe...then i Saw michael johnS, and Saw him Perform...then Michael got voted out...So came DAVID COOK...hahaha....love thiS guy...love everything about him (performance wiSe)...So, enough about me being a DAVID COOK fan...hehehe....aS exPected, thiS SeaSon will be a battle between the two David'S...David Archuleta - who at hiS very young age manageS to caPture our heartS and emotionS with every Song he Sings and with the very ignorant aura he exudeS...and there'S David Cook - who made a mark in the indusStry when he Sang a very ambitiouS and marvelouS rendition of mariah carey'S "alwayS be my baby", where Randy JackSon gave him a Standing ovation, let me quote Paula abdul "it could be a movie Soundtrack by now"...thiS will be one SeaSon finale that we Shouldn't all miSS...DAVID COOK!!! DAVID COOK!!! DAVID COOK!!! (hahaha,,,biaSed)
hmmm...today iS thurSday..i have a meeting together with our other colleagueS thiS afternoon...then tomorrow, i'll be going home to cavite for our fieSta...hahaha....
ADVANCE HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYBODY!!!
juSt my favorite SeaSon --- RAINY SEASON!!!...hmmm....i love rain, i love the feeling i have when it'S raining...i love to eat & SleeP...thiS iS the time when my "So-called" talent in writing kickS in..i don't know what it iS about rain/raining that makeS me feel So calm, Peaceful, and inSPired...it'S like my emotional,mental,PhySical, and event SPiritual aSPectS are getting a "make-over" during rainy SeaSon...hmmm....i juSt hoPe rainy SeaSon will laSt long...coz' right now, at thiS Point of my life, i really could uSe the PEACEFULNESS rain bringS to my life...
.....and to that one PerSon who iS truly a dear Part of my heart right now, i wanna dance and kiSS you under the rain....
| toxic... | May 12, '08 4:59 AM
for everyone |
it'S about 5:11 (global-link time) in the afternoon...rain iS about to Pour outSide...Still too many minuteS before it'S "going home" time...what a crazy monday i Should Say...too many PaPerS, too many thingS that needS to be done...when in fact thiS morning, i have liSted down too many thingS alSo that i Plan to accomPlish today...but nothing haPPened..nothing waS accomPliShed...not even cloSe...
toxic....toxic...toxic...
So...good morning...obviouSly, i'm back in manila, at the office, in my deSk...got uP early coz' the newS Said there were going to be a "tranSPort Strike"...got here at abround 7:33 am...too early, hahaha...had Some breakfaSt...and now, doing my international Sales --- FINALLY!!!..
hahaha...hmmm...back again to the real world...:)
So, another weekend haS ended for me...SPent it with my family...watched DVD with my mom & SiS...bonded with my dad...SlePt half of the day...ate So much like i waSn't on a diet...did Some thinking while raining...but all good thingS come to en end don't they??? So, come tomorrow...:(
raining... fog.... cool climate... home-cooked food... mom...dad... my bed....oh...my own bed... betty booP (my Pillow for 10 yearS)... my other 6 PillowS... my blanket... the Silence... the warmth... Peace... Security... love... hmmm....i'm juSt So glad to be home again...:)
it'S been a while Since i laSt wrote on my blog here...gueSS i have had too many thingS to do and too many ProblemS to think about, all in juSt too limited time...hmmmm....i gueSS i juSt forgot to be more oPen on my feelingS & Sentiments....i muSt have totally forgotten everything...but thankS to that Someone (a dear friend of mine)...he reminded me how good it feelS to write all of my feelingS down...how liberating it iS...hiS exact wordS was: "Sai,write it all down...magaling kang Sumulat,kaya kita minahal, nakalimutan mo na ba?" theSe were hiS wordS...wordS that PuShed me to poSt an entry again here...thankS to him... well anyhow, right now, all i know iS that i am So overwhelmed...overwhelmed with my office work (kinda big load but carry lang)... overwhelmed with my reSPonSibility aS the chief of Staff (PALs batch 28)....overwhelmed by the "infatuation" i Sort of feel for Someone...overwhelemed by the love i am receiving from another Someone...overwhelmed by the fact that "hey, i'm Still here, breathing, living, working, and loving all of it!!!"...hmmmm....that'S it for now, i'll get back to work na...
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